Moving forward

I feel like I still have all this motivation but I don’t quite know how to channel it yet.

I have a job interview on Thursday but even if I’m offered the job, I’m not sure if I can take it. I’m going to be seeing my doctor at UTSW about trying transcranial magnetic stimulation for my depression and apparently that will require driving to UTSW every day for 4-6 weeks. Yikes.

But I also decided that I am going to grad school to become a therapist after all. I’m looking at a few different schools but it seems most likely that I will end up at Texas Woman’s University, which also greatly increases the likelihood that I’ll end up moving to income-based housing there. There’s a waitlist for the apartment complex that rates best and who knows when I’ll get in.

On a totally unrelated note, I got my boobs measured and to say that I was wearing the wrong size is kind of an understatement lol. I was wearing a 38B and I’m actually a 34DD. So I guess that’s quite the difference haha. I really don’t feel busty enough for a DD but I guess the tape measure doesn’t lie.

I’m now more annoyed than anything that my so called “friend” isn’t paying me back. Hasn’t even said a word to me so I have no idea what’s going on. For all I know she was intentionally scamming me out of a lot of money. All I can say about that is that I’m glad it’s her karma and not mine. I believe way too strongly that you get back what you put out there and I definitely wouldn’t want that coming for me.